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Friday, January 25th, 2008
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On Tuesday night, I got drunk and puked in one of my dresser drawers.
Teehee.
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Monday, January 7th, 2008
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Monday, September 3rd, 2007
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Happiness and suffering come from your own mind, not from outside. Your own mind is the cause of happiness; your own mind is the cause of suffering. To obtain happiness and pacify suffering, you have to work within your own mind.
-Lama Zopa Rinpoche
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Sunday, August 26th, 2007
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I went out to a dance club last night. A girl slit her wrists in the bathroom. There was blood everywhere.
I kept dancing.
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Would you rather
…make out with a man dressed as a chick or make out with a woman dressed as a dude?
…be black or be half-retarded?
…watch three hours of Mind of Mencia or listen to three hours of Nickelback?
…fall in love with one of your first cousins or be sexually attracted to one of your grandparents?
…watch a DVD or go to the movie theater?
…have increased gambling urges or have increased sexual urges [after taking Miropex for Restless Leg Syndrome]?
…carry around a 100-dollar bill or carry around 100 1-dollar bills?
…hug Jessica Alba or punch Carlos Mencia?
…poop every time someone said the word “orgasm” or orgasm every time someone said the word “poop”?
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I got up around 8:30 today for no good reason. I fixed my sleeping schedule. Are you proud of me?
I ate some Fruity Pebbles and toast. It was delicious.
Rooney's new CD drops today. My autographed copy better come in the mail. I was really hoping it would arrive yesterday. Rooney has been promising a sophomore album for a long time. They recorded two full albums and scrapped them. I've been waiting for this CD for a long time.
I didn't do much yesterday, besides walk on my treadmill for a while.
On Sunday I went shopping with my mom. I got four cute shirts from Charlotte Russe, a headband, a pair of earrings, and a digital camera. My camera is little brown - one of my favorite colors. It's adorable. It came with a rechargable battery and a charger. It's 7 megapixels.
Saturday, I hung out with some family. Kyle drove Lyndsay and me to a bar. He had to sit in his car because he is only 19. Some guys talked to me and Lyns and it was pretty funny. I noticed the group of guys kept hugging and slapping each others' asses so I commented to one, "You guys are pretty close." As a reply, he kissed his male friend on the lips.
Lyns and I left that bar and had Kyle take us to another one in Belden. It was pretty crowded and decently fun, but the vibe was weird. Also, they were overcharging for beer and there was a cover charge. So, meh.
On Friday, I went up to Youngstown with Lyndsay, her brother Drew, and his exchange student from France, Victor. Victor's so cute! He's 16 (thouh a whole lot taller than I am) and I just want to hug him and pinch his cheeks. He's got lots of curly hair. So European! Anyway, the group of us walked around my campus for a while, looked at puppies in a pet store, walked around a mall, ate at Olive Garden, and saw a performance of Grease. One of my best friends and future roommates, Cristina, was playing Rizzo. She did such an incredible job. That girl's got some pipes. The show was amazing.
Tomorrow I am probably getting up around 7:00 a.m., perhaps even 6:30. I want a lot of time to get ready and do some last-minute tidying up before leaving at 9 to pick up Ted from the Greyhound Station in Akron ("A-K Rowdy"). I am not quite sure what I will be doing to entertain the two of us tomorrow. Hmmm.
Thursday night, Ted and I will probably go to a local bar with Lyndsay, using my mom as the DD. I don't think many people will be out, though. It usually doesn't matter much. My friends and I always make our own fun!
Friday, Kyle is arriving at 9:00 a.m., and the group of us is leaving for Chicago.
Wicked on Saturday is going to be awesome!
<3
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This guy was at the grocery store, in the check out line. In front of him was a big, fat black lady. All of the sudden, a ham falls out of her dress and into the floor. She looked around and yelled, "Who frew dat ham? I aint mad! I just wanna know. Who frew dat ham?"
The musical episode of Scrubs is great. I have all the songs from it on my iTunes. I like them. :) Turk and Carla are the best singers.
I need to work out and whiten my teeth.
I haven't been to a local bar in over a week. What's the deal?
I decided to look at the interests I had listed on my profile of this Livejournal. Many were outdated things I no longer care about, so I finally updated the list a little bit.
Mmmm in 17 days...
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Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
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When I was little, I wondered why the word Disney (in its logo) began with a backward G.
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Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
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I've decided, in advance, that I will go to New York City for a few days during Christmas break. I need to see the new Little Mermaid Broadway show that debuts early December.
I am happy with life right now. I feel free. It's like I've been confined in darkness, and I am just now feeling the sunshine on my face for the first time in months. I feel light, calm, and happy. I feel like myself again.
I wish I had a bit more going on. I wish I had founda part-time summer job. But, I should enjoy my free summer. Next summer, I will be a college graduate (I think), so I'll need to find some career. That's frightening.
I went shopping with Lyndsay yesterday and bought a punch of girly things. I like accessories. I saw Ocean's Thirteen. It was pretty good.
I have some weekend plans, luckily. Friday, I will hang out with my cousin, Andrea, and probably swim. Lyndsay wants to go out Friday and Saturday nights. Maybe I can get my mom to be a DD for us. Sunday is Lyndsay's brother's graduation party. Good times will be had by all.
Kyle got the tickets for Wicked in the mail today. I think the show will be the best part of the Chicago trip. I am so pumped! I think I am the only one of the four of us who has not been to Chicago. Where all should we go? A friend told me that, in terms of night life, check out Rush and Division (are those two different places?). Lyndsay has expressed interest in some shopping center, the aquarium, etc. Ah, it will be a good time.
I like short trips. They're not all that pricey, but they are packed full of fun.
I've already decided that I am probably not going on Spring Break next March. Maybe I'll take a short trip somewhere, instead.
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Saturday, June 16th, 2007
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I posted a new MySpace blog. You should read it and comment on it. This excludes Ted, who's already done me the favor. Thanks, Ted-o.
The blog is a lot of bitching, but it's a bit humorous.
Knocked Up is a really good movie. Go see it.
I bought a $28 book today.
I went to Geauga Lake (amusement park/water park) yesterday and I am sunburned.
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
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I don't have all that much going on in my life, hence the lack of updates.
Here are some things I love:
-Blue Moon Ale
-Scrubs
-Cavs games
-Fantasy novels (reading these is one of the dorkiest things I do)
-Sleeping
-My Vans slip-ons with pink, brown, and tan polka dots
-Having sex
-Warm Vanilla Sugar body spray (my signature scent)
-Running into people from my high school at local bars (it's funny)
-Good grammar
-Headbands
-My cat
-Swimming
When I am dating a boy, I like to wear his clothes. Specifically, t-shirts and boxers, especially when we are apart.
"No ass is worth thinkin' that much about, I always say." - Andy (Virgin)
I'm excited to see Wicked in Chicago.
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So I got blasted for the first time in a long time last night. I had not been that drunk in a while.
I drank, I'd say, 14 to 19 beers. Lots of good times were had. I puked on a walk home.
I also experienced my first ever morning after puke. Niiiiice.
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Thursday, April 19th, 2007
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Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
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My boyfriend and I got interested in absinthe the other night.
I ordered him an absinthe glass and an absinthe spoon that comes with sugar cubes and recipes.
I really want to get my hands on some absinthe. You can order it online. A lot of European absinthe isn't really real. The best stuff is from Czech. Absinthe needs to have thujone in it, and the Czech's absinthe has the most thujone.
How many times did I type "absinthe" so far.
I'm looking for a summer apartment.
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Crazy ex update:
I am no longer reading her away messages. My best friend informed me, though, that the day she had an away message up saying Kevin sleeps with her, she put another one up a few hours later. This one was also addressed to me (she called me "hunnie") and she admitted that her previous away message was a complete lie. She alsoo said she is jealous of me and that I'm lucky to have Kevin.
This doesn't mean I hate her any less.
In less psycho news, my boyfriend has been in Detroit the last two days. He went to a Ring of Honor wrestling show and then Wrestlemania. That dork. I miss him. I'm at home today. I got excused from my class tomorrow. I'm getting my hair done at 4:00.
Yesterday, I ate Sheetz for the first time. My boyfriend and his friends are all huge MTO fans. I am now one as well. I had Sheetz again today and I want it right now. I enjoyed my pretzel melt with turkey, bacon, and American cheese. Wa wa wee wa.
Being 21 is expensive. My favorite beer is Blue Moon Ale. My boyfriend has introduced me to many new beers. He's an expert.
I want to go back to Disney World.
I like to have lots of sex. It's fun.
My mom is annoying. My hometown is really boring. I've only been home one night and I dislike it. My best friend and I want to find a summer apartment and a sweet summer job, up near my school. I don't think I'll be able to, though.
I don't know when I'll ever be able to pay Kyle back for Spring Break. Zoinks!
My boyfriend might buy me some Vans. I found these sweet slip-ons on Pac Sun's website. They're brown and pink polka dots. I want.
I might go read.
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Kevin's ex-girlfriend is trying to ruin our relationship.
In the beginning, when Kevin and I were first dating, she was just a sad girl who still loved Kevin. I would hear about her calling him and crying and sending him sad messages. I felt kind of bad.
Then, she wouldn't leave him alone. She would call and text all the time and he would usually ignore her. Then she tried friending me on Facebook and sent me a MySpace message. She was pretending to be friendly, but she actually just wanted to be nosey and involved in our relationship. I denied her and didn't respond.
She showed up at Kevin's house one day - his mom let her in - and wouldn't leave for two hours. I cried uncontrollably in Kevin's room for hours that night. (That was partly the fault of Pabst Blue Ribbon.)
Kevin's ex sent an ugly plant to his work. I sent her a MySpace message that was a bit nasty, though I didn't cuss or call her any names. It mostly said that Kevin didn't love her and wanted nothing to do with her. I told her to stop messaging, calling, texting, etc. I said he loves me, - his new, pretty girlfriend. (Yes I was being cocky.)
She did not respond to this and actually left him alone for a good period of time. It was nice.
Then one day she called him up and threatened to start messaging me with lies if he didn't talk to her. Kevin fought with her on the phone a bit that day, but still would not give in to her commands.
Yesterday she put up an away message that said, "Out with Kevy man." That was her nickname for him. I called Kevin all upset. He was asleep and he called me back when he awoke. He felt bad and was pissed she had that up as an away message. We pondered over it, wondering if there was another Kevin, if she was doing it for nastalgia, or if she is just a crazy bitch. (I'm going with option C).
Kevin knew how much it bothered me. I told him that his ex is a taint on my life. I think about her multiple times a day. She really gets to me. I hate her so much and I never even met her.
Kevin called his ex up today cause he was pissed about the "Kevy man" away message. He told his ex too much, though. He told her how much it bothered me and how I tried to call him a few times when he was upset. He felt bad about being alseep and not answering right away.
Kevin might have been trying to make his ex upset, but we realized today that she probably wants me to be sad. She wants neither me nor Kevin to be happy, because she isn't happy. She loves Kevin, despite being broken up for a long time.
Kevin's ex's away message today has caused a lot of grief in just a few short hours. It read:
"I only know one Kevin and he's been lying to you. While you kept calling yesterday we were making up a lie together.
While you were in Florida we slept together. 6 times. That hasn't ended since you've been back.
He still loves me.
This is none of your business what I put on my away message so when you read this I hope you regret being nosey because this is all true."
I called Kevin hysterical. He got very upset. He promised me how much he loves me and that he's never lied to me. He said her away message was all lies. After talking to him a lot today, I truly believe him.
Kevin's always been so sweet and sensitive. He does so much to show he loves me. He talks about getting married and having children. He bawled the night before I left for Florida. I've seen him cry from just thinking about me having sex with my ex boyfriends. He's so sweet and sensitive, I could never picture him lying to me and cheating on me.
I don't know when Kevin would have time to cheat on me, either. I am with him so much. When I am not, he is at work.
I've always trusted Kevin, and I still do, but his ex planted seeds of doubt in my heart. I won't let them grow, though.
Kevin's ex wants us to break up. She wants us unhappy. She's been trying to get to me, and she has been suceeding. When Kevin gets off work tonight, he is going to come pick me up. We'll talk at his house and work everything out.
After tonight, I want to pretend his ex does not exist.
I am done looking at her away messages and her myspace. She has been trying to get to me, and she has been succeeding. She cannot break up me and Kevin, though. We're stronger than that.
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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
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Lots of good times have been had the month of March. My best friend/roommate turned 21. We, with like 12 friends, went out one Thursday and had a drunkenly awesome time. The next night, we went to our hometown. My boyfriend spent the night and a small group of us (Mom included) went to Phil's - a little karaoke bar. Good times.
That was the night before I was leaving for Florida. My boyfriend laid in my bed and cried a long time. I cuddled him and tried to make him feel better. We aren't used to being away from each other. We see one another almost every day. I missed him a lot while I was on vacation, and he had a terrible week.
So, three of us drove 17 hours to Panama City Beach, Florida. We spent six nights there. I laid on the beach, swam in a pool, went to a few clubs, drank a lot, and had a great time. I peed in Kyle's shampoo bottle. He never found out. He didn't use his shampoo afterward cause someone put "water" in it. Teehee. My best friend hooked up and her boobs got all bruised.
We left Florida on Saturday and spent the night in Nashville. I got back home Sunday night. My boyfriend picked me up yesterday and we got to spend the night together. He made me cum twice.
Kevin and I are madly in love. We talk about our future together a lot. We have so much fun together. He's the best boyfriend ever.
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Monday, February 19th, 2007
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It's the sixth week of the semester. That's crazy. I'm leaving for Spring Break in Panama City Beach, Florida in less than three weeks. Unfortunately, because of bad weather, I haven't go to go tanning in over a week.
Things are great with my local boyfriend. We see each other every day (not sure if my roommate likes that, though). I spend about three nights a week at his house. On Thursday, we celebrated Valentine's Day. I got Wonder Showzen's two season on DVD. Loves it! I also got to Build a Bear (my first ever). I named him Conner. My boyfriend also ordered me a Hello Kitty tote bag from Hot Topic's website because they did not have it in the store.
We went to TGI Friday's for our Valentine's Day date and had drinks and food and all that. I also met some of Kevin's extended family that night. Unfortunately, he has not yet met any of my family. Mostly because he lives 9 miles away and I live 60 miles away. He plans on coming home with me on March 9th, though. He'll get to meet some family then.
Kevin and I usually just have drinks and watch movies or TV when we're together. Last night we watched five episodes of Scrubs that he DVRed. We also have lots of hot sex and all that.
Kevin and I kept hinting at the L word last week. We didn't want to actually say the three words, and we started saying silly things like, "I love you when you're singing" or "I love you in the car." We're goofy. On Friday night, however, Kevin could not hold back anymore and he told me he loved me. I said it back. We said it multiple times that night and cuddled and stuff. It was all very cute. I love that boy.
Having a boyfriend has made my life so much more fun. I have something to do almost every night.
More later, maybe!
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